BROKE AND I HAVE A JOB

I ASK MYSELF EVERYDAY "HOW THE HECK AM I BROKE, WITH A  JOB MAKING A DECENT SALARY"? HOW CRAZY IS IT THAT ? WHY SHOULD WE SUFFER TO PAY CHILD SUPPORT? WHY CANT THE SYSTEM BE FAIR AND ALLOW US TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT OURSELVES WHILE STILL TAKING CARE OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES? WE AREN'T TRYING TO RUN FROM OUR RESPONSIBILITIES. I'M SURE MOST OF US WERE TAKING CARE OF OUR CHILDREN WITHOUT BEING TOLD BY THE SYSTEM HEY YOU NEED TO PAY THIS AMOUNT TO THE OTHER PARENT AND YOU STOOD THERE AND SAID BUT I AM DOING THAT I BUY MY BABY CLOTHES AND SHOES, FOOD AND WHEN NEEDED PAY SOME BILLS. WHILE THE CUSTODIAL PARENT STANDS THERE SILENT ALLOWING THE HEARING EXAMINER TO THROW YOU RIGHT UNDER THE BUS. NO SUPPORT FROM THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE UPSET WITH YOU MAY BE YOU DIDN'T BUY THEM SOMETHING OR YOU SHOWED UP WITH YOUR NEW BOO. IN OTHER WORDS MOVED ON FROM THEIR CRAZY ASS AND NOW THEY'RE MAD. SO NOW YOU'RE JUST STANDING THERE SAYING WOW ITS HARD TO BELIEVE I ACTUALLY GOT INVOLVED WITH THE DEVILS SIBLING. THE MESSED UP PART IS THAT FROM THE NEXT 18 TO 21 YRS THIS PERSON WILL BE IN YOUR LIFE. MAYBE NOT DIRECTLY BUT IN THE BACKGROUND. NEVER GIVING YOU A BREAK AND ALWAYS TRYING TO STICK IT TO YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T FALL FOR THE BULL CRAP AND NOW THEY HAVE BECOME THE SCORNED EX WHO WILL NEVER LET YOU LIVE IT DOWN EVEN IF THEY FIND THE NEXT VICTIM FOR THEM TO STICK THEIR VENOM INTO. I ACTUALLY FEEL SORRY FOR MY EX HE WILL ALWAYS BE THE SCORNED EX WHO WILL NEVER PROGRESS BECAUSE HE'S TOO BUSY BEING THE MISERABLE EX ALWAYS TRYING TO STICK IT TO ME. LITTLE DOES HE KNOW I WONT ALWAYS BE MESSED UP I HAVE SOMEONE ON MY SIDE THAT HE WILL NEVER HAVE BECAUSE HE HAS NO HEART OR GOOD SOUL.