SO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE UPPER HAND?

SO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE UPPER HAND NOW YOU CALLING THE SHOTS? I DON'T THINK SO. I MAY BE SUFFERING AND GOING THROUGH ALOT OF TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS BUT I'M STILL THE ONE HOLDING THE CARDS IN MY HANDS. YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME, YOU'RE ROBBING ME BLIND AND THE WORST PART IS THAT MY CHILDREN DONT EVEN GET TO SEE A DIME. WHERE DO YOU GET OFF THINKING YOU HAVE THE RIGHTS OVER MY HARD EARNED MONEY? I'M THE ONE THAT GOT UP WENT TO WORK DEALT WITH THE YOUTH AND CO WORKERS WHILE YOU SAT AT HOME COLLECTING WELFARE. YOU'RE 52 YEARS OLD NO PENSION NO LIFE NO FAMILY TO TURN TO JUST A MISERABLE HUMAN BEING. I LOST ALL RESPECT FOR YOU WHEN YOU COULD WALK INTO A COURT ROOM AND STAND THERE PROUDLY SAYING YES I'M ON PUBLIC ASSISTANCE. THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOUR BODY YOU CAN WORK BUT YOU'RE JUST TOO DAMN LAZY TO GO GET A JOB. YOU DONT DESERVE ANYBODY'S RESPECT. WHILE I BUST MY ASS TO MAKE A LIVING TO SUPPORT MY CHILDREN YOU FIGURED YOU WOULD CAPITALIZE ON MY BLESSING OF HAVING A JOB. JUST WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? THIS SYSTEM IS GEARED TO MAKE SURE THE NON CUSTODIAL PARENT SUFFERS. HEARING EXAMINER LOOKED AT ME WHILE I CRIED AND SAID HEY JUST FIND A CHEAPER APARTMENT, I LOOKED AT HER AND WAS FORCED TO HOLD MY CHOICE WORDS, BUT MY LAWYER SAID BUT YOUR HONOR SHE LIVES IN HOUSING. SHE SHRUGGED HER SHOULDERS AND SAID WELL THERES NOTHING I CAN DO. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE YOU MADE A DECISION JUST CHANGE IT MAKE A DECISION THAT WILL BENEFIT BOTH ME AND MY CHILDREN, BUT SHE SAID NEXT CASE AND LEFT MY CASE EXACTLY HOW IT WAS SO I REMAIN  THE SAME VICTIM OF THE NYS CHILD SUPPORT SYSTEM. ENSLAVED BY THE LAWS THAT SAY WHO CARES ABOUT YOUR WELLING BEING ITS ALL ABOUT THE KIDS NOW. REALLY YOU SAT THERE AND LET THAT WOMAN RULE ON A CASE THAT SHOULD HAVE NEVER CAME BEFORE HER BECAUSE I WAS NEVER A DEAD BEAT MOM. I SENT YOU MONEY AND CLOTHES AND SHOES. MADE SURE MY DAUGHTERS HAIR WAS DONE BY MAKING SURE YOU HAD EXTRA CASH TO TAKE HER. BUT NOOOOOO THAT WASN'T ENOUGH. YOU NEEDED CIGARETTE MONEY, GAS MONEY, FEMALE ENTERTAINMENT MONEY MOVIE MONEY ETC. WHILE MY CHILDREN GET NOTHING BECAUSE EVEN FOR XMAS YOU GAVE THEM GIFTS FROM AN AGENCY. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF BUT I KNOW YOU'RE NOT. IT DOESN'T EVEWN PHASE YOU TO HEAR HOW BAD I'M DOING YOU ACT SURPRISED LIKE YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. WELL IM HERE TO TELL YOU NO YOU DONT HAVE THE UPPER HAND I DO, IM CALLING THE SHOTS ON THE TERMS OF MYYYYY DIVORCE FROM YOU. IM TAKING MY LIFE PRIDE AND DIGNITY BACK. I SAT BACK LAST YEAR AND FELT SORRY FOR MYSELF CRYING ABOUT EVERYTHING BELIEVING THAT I WAS BEING PUNISHED FOR SACRIFICING MY LOVE FROM MY CHILDREN AND ALLOWING MYYYYY CHILDREN TO LIVE WITH YOU, BUT THIS YEAR ITS MY YEAR I'M TAKING CONTROL OF MY SITUATION. GOD LET ME SEE THAT I WAS FIGHTING ALONE SO OF COURSE I WASN'T GOING TO WIN. NOW GOD IS BEHIND ME SO NATURALLY I WILL BE THE WINNER. SO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE UPPER HAND? I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THE ANSWER IS QUITE SIMPLY NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.