TO BE OR NOT TO BE

FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS IVE BEEN FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE MY FREEDOM TO LIVE WITHIN MY MEANS, FREEDOM TO BUY FOOD PAY BILLS AND CLOTHES. I LOST THAT FIGHT THIS MONTH BUT I HAVENT LOST MY SPIRIT. I KNOW THAT AT SOME POINT IN TIME I WILL REGAIN ALL THAT I HAVE LOST BECAUSE GOD ALWAYS HAS MY BACK. I'M STILL HURT THAT MY INDEPENDANCE WILL BE TAKEN AWAY BUT IN EXCHANGE FOR THAT GOD HAS PLACED A SUPPORT AROUND ME LIKE NO OTHER. I THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT STOOD BEHIND ME AND HELPED ME MENTALLLY AND PHYSICALLY GET THROUGH THIS STRUGGLE. I AM ON TO NEW GOALS AND STRUGGLES. I WILL REGROUP AND REFOCUS ON WHATS IMPORTANT. THIS OBSTACLE IN MY LIFE HAS MADE ME STRONGER AND HAS MADE ME REALLY THINK ABOUT HOW SELFISH PEOPLE CAN BE WHEN THINGS DON'T GO THERE WAY I WENT TO MANY PLACES TO REQUEST HELP TRIED MANY THINGS THAT I THOUGHT WOUOD HELP BUT IT AFTER AWHILE I JUST HIT A BRICK WALL. NO MATTER WHERE LIFE TAKES ME AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, TO BE OR NOT TO BE THAT IS THE QUESTION?